When there are signs of deja vu all over again. Imagine when you have the power to give permission to the hospital to start an experimental surgical operation with uncertain chance of survival. It's either they perform this surgery, or else he will be in a state of coma for god knows how long. You had been in this predicament (exactly a year ago, I think) at this same spot. But only you chose to remain constant, leading to a slow and painful death for him.
No. You do not want the same thing to happen again. Because time always continues running, but the people managing it doesn't. You want to break it, so you consent the operation.
Thankfully, the operation is a success. He woke up, responding just fine. You cried- because you are uncertain, and almost thought you single-handedly 'killed' him with that operation. His girlfriend is there crying her heart out. Sobbing, like never before.
Life, we always think is something we take for granted. We are always taking the next sunset/sunrise for granted. If today doesn't goes well, we always tell ourselves, there's always another day tomorrow, or the day's going end soon. Cheer up!
But are we supposedly to take life simply as a sunset, a moonrise, a sunrise and a moonset? What is so frightful is what if the moonrise or sunrise never comes? If the sun will never rise again forever? What will happen then if our lives are in darkness, in uncertainty? Will we still be moody, and in this fearful condition?
So appreciate the little experiences right now, and not keep harping and thinking of the next day, because it might not happen forever. Who knows, there'll not be a tomorrow afterall.
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