I did not know why I chose such a stupid title for this
post. But I’ve not blogged in a long time, which I think now is the best time
to do so. Else I’m afraid my blog ads will be stopped.
The last day had arrived. Hours of hard work, the sweat and
blood toiled over the 2 semester had been burned, the times spent arguing and
fighting and bitching with group mates and classmates. The time had arrived, to
understand oneself truly and others.
Of running and evading away from the problem, and not coming
with a solution. Of the back-stabbing person. Not forgetting the ones who
claimed who they were, and yet, is such a let-down when I needed their help. And
those whom I did not take a liking into, till now.
To that whom I’ve thought they were quite alright, but
turned out to be such a monster. From those whom I thought can never be loved,
till proven otherwise (and is proven). The few whom I pretended to care, those
whom I cant be bothered.
Last day of this semester is quite one of extraordinary. Its
more like a day to finally break ties. Well, since we are all changing classes
next semester, thus it is perfectly alright to give some of them the cold
shoulder. Frankly, I don’t really care for that nonsense I’ve put up. Keeping my
fingers crossed I shall never be in the same class with them next semester.
New found respect gained, but it comes at such a late
moment. The moment too late. Well, be better late than never.
I’m forever un-complacent with my intimate surroundings. But
should I really care? Just like I’ve learnt to be emotionless as much as I could.
Emotionless, meaning without attachment and feelings to anything. Any person or
things. Since the best one could have are the fond memories.
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